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Calling!!!!!!!

I cant stand to see the one person in my life, that i know is the right one ignore me. It's like a punishment for me. I don't know whats happening to me and it's scaring me a lot. I wish i was stronger  someone to be looked up and not to be looked down. I hate this shaky feeling of sadness that washes over me and my body. i feel like my body is going numb and my mind going blank.

my tears are unshed of sadness that flows through my body.
Tears of weakness and pain.
Tears of loneliness.
I want to be stronger than this!!!!!!
I want to stop crying!!!!!!
I feel like I've been stabbed and thrown aside.
A person with no importance.
A person who was not suppose to exist in this world.
I've been told so many times to give him up.......
but i can't.
Why?????
Because he changed my life.
He showed me a better side of me,
the side i never knew i had.
It hurts me now so much i want to die.
but i can't as long as he stays at my side.
Who knows what the future holds.
But I pray to God that he won't leave my side.
Please God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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krystal_raven
May. 5th, 2010 03:03 am (UTC)
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