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for the third time

ugh again i cried in his face. I tried so hard not too cuz it shows how fuckin weak i am.
i hate this fucken feeling its giving me too much problems and pains.I thought that this week would
be a great week a week that i could easily forgot my problems.But that was bullshit i mean they will always follow you
no matter if u hide far or near. this is a fucken messed up world that everyone needs to clean there shit up.

funny how i fell and cried in your face.
I was so ashamed because that showed me how pathetically weak i am.
how i wanted to jump into the street and end it.
why? well of course the answer is im a nobody.
someone who is ignored by everyone,
passed by everyone,
unseen by anyone.
Of course though only one who would say something  would say hell no.
Thank god he cares but at times sometimes he can be blind.
i wish he would see all the pain and i wish he could stop it.
but that will be impossible because.........
i dont know how long will i last?

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